Clearing the Air

Coming from someone who's experiencing her senior year of high school with no bullying, harassment, or dreadful rumors, it's safe to say that she is no longer "the outsider". Thankful? Grateful? I don't even know. It's different that's for sure. You know going to school without a care. Not worrying about whether or not there's a new rumor awaiting to make it's way to her ears. Questioning why, how, or what could have caused something like this to happen. It's a massive relief. Coming from the supposed outsider, the one you decided to make the center of your games, the one you decided to torment, the one you decided to be the downfall to your uprising; I truly thank you.

I would have remained in the bubble filled with the hope that the world is a place of dreams and wish come trues. Thanks to you, I have been exposed to the coldness of the world and the extremes of cruelty one may face. You see we claim that we care about the interior, when honestly we look for the exterior, and thrive to become the superior. You broke me, damaged me, made me lose hope, but I came out stronger. I somehow out of all of the corruptness you put me through survived. Looking back at it now, I really am sorry for the way you live your lives. Building your happiness over someone else's sadness that you cause. You claim that you are perfectly satisfied and happy with your lives. Just you wait, because if you haven't guessed or noticed life lives on after high school. Unfortunately for you, with the method of living you seem to hold on to, your life ends this year when you throw your caps into the air. Just thought we'd clear the air.